i can relate to panicking and imagining the worst when you don't get response or it comes later than usual. and i'm not a fan of waiting either. i give up really easily. it's like I've given up on everything, including school. if they grant me admission, fine. if they don't, live. i don't even wait for bike when i need one. "start walking, it's no use waiting when you don't know when a bike will pass. you could cut the fare in half before you even get a bike." i don't wait for people anymore too. if somebody makes a promise, or something sha, and they forgot or couldn't meet up, my mind just automatically finds an excuse for them and move on. i guess it's because i've waited so many times, forgotten, that i've gotten used to it and it doesn't hurt as much.
i can relate to panicking and imagining the worst when you don't get response or it comes later than usual. and i'm not a fan of waiting either. i give up really easily. it's like I've given up on everything, including school. if they grant me admission, fine. if they don't, live. i don't even wait for bike when i need one. "start walking, it's no use waiting when you don't know when a bike will pass. you could cut the fare in half before you even get a bike." i don't wait for people anymore too. if somebody makes a promise, or something sha, and they forgot or couldn't meet up, my mind just automatically finds an excuse for them and move on. i guess it's because i've waited so many times, forgotten, that i've gotten used to it and it doesn't hurt as much.
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This is so beautiful ❤️
"Finding peace in the moments where there's no control"😌
"Waiting doesn't have to mean worrying."💖