Love, Passion &Nausea.🔄

9/30!

Yesterday, I couldn’t write to you because I was sick. My head and body ached so bad that all I could think about was making the pain disappear. By the way, what’s the relationship between pain and nausea? Because every time I’m in any kind of pain, nausea hits, and I end up vomiting. Seriously, why does this always happen? Anyway, I’m a bit better now, but my head is still pounding.

Today, though, I had a proud writer moment! I wrote the script for a short awareness film for my college, and today was the shoot. It was amazing and exhausting at the same time—the recording team took it so seriously that it felt like we were on a proper movie set. But tell me why shooting just four scenes took almost five hours? It was fun, but I even had to miss my study group. The things we do for love, right?

Yes, love.

For all its demands and difficulties, I realize I do love my college. Somehow, despite how it seems to constantly push me to my limits, I keep coming back, diving into things like this, and signing up for commitments. This semester, I'm even serving on three different committees, and I know you know, it’s going to cost me my time, energy, and money.

My friend Faith loves to tease me about how much I “love” this place, and honestly, I can’t even argue. If you asked me why, I’d probably shrug and say I don’t love it. But on a deeper level, I know it's because this place is where, for the first time, I’ve felt, “Yes, this is where I’m meant to be.” I can’t fully explain it, but there’s this feeling of fulfillment that comes with being a Pharmacy student, for me. It's a tough, most times overwhelming journey—especially in my third year—but it’s my dream, and despite everything, I’m glad to be living it.

Ameerah would probably have a field day(or night) reading this, since we’re always making fun of her excitement about being a Pharmacy student.

How was your day, my love, I hope it was a beautiful one?