Yesterday, I couldnโt write to you because I was sick. My head and body ached so bad that all I could think about was making the pain disappear. By the way, whatโs the relationship between pain and nausea? Because every time Iโm in any kind of pain, nausea hits, and I end up vomiting. Seriously, why does this always happen? Anyway, Iโm a bit better now, but my head is still pounding.
Today, though, I had a proud writer moment! I wrote the script for a short awareness film for my college, and today was the shoot. It was amazing and exhausting at the same timeโthe recording team took it so seriously that it felt like we were on a proper movie set. But tell me why shooting just four scenes took almost five hours? It was fun, but I even had to miss my study group. The things we do for love, right?
Yes, love.
For all its demands and difficulties, I realize I do love my college. Somehow, despite how it seems to constantly push me to my limits, I keep coming back, diving into things like this, and signing up for commitments. This semester, I'm even serving on three different committees, and I know you know, itโs going to cost me my time, energy, and money.
My friend Faith loves to tease me about how much I โloveโ this place, and honestly, I canโt even argue. If you asked me why, Iโd probably shrug and say I donโt love it. But on a deeper level, I know it's because this place is where, for the first time, Iโve felt, โYes, this is where Iโm meant to be.โ I canโt fully explain it, but thereโs this feeling of fulfillment that comes with being a Pharmacy student, for me. It's a tough, most times overwhelming journeyโespecially in my third yearโbut itโs my dream, and despite everything, Iโm glad to be living it.
Ameerah would probably have a field day(or night) reading this, since weโre always making fun of her excitement about being a Pharmacy student.
How was your day, my love, I hope it was a beautiful one?
My day was cool, okay but I'm forever grateful to God sha. I was happy regardless
heyy, your head feeling better now?