Dear November.
3/30.
one thing I came to realize, at the end of my journey today, was that I haven't overcome my FOMO, yet.
there's just this anxiety that wants to tear my heart out of my chest, whenever my friends are somewhere and I'm not.
it's more like I'm grieving what could have been.
i just can't help but think of all the possibilities.
am I the only one that experiences this?
Ofcourse not! Honestly I know how it feels. I feel that that sense of inclusion wasn't there. Like for me now, if my friend didn't offer me something that they knew I naturally wouldn't accept, I would feel neglected and unseen. I feel it's something you are allowed to feel❤️