21???

28/30!

It's my birthday in less than four minutes.

I cried so much today, more than I've done in months.

I really can't describe the emotions I'm feeling rn, in words. My heart is just so full of gratitude and at the same time, heavy with worry.

"What would it mean to be 21?", "Should I be here at 21?" and so many questions like this have been running through my head for days.

And on the other hand, I've received so much love from God and people all my life.

Sha, one thing I know, regardless, is that God is good and good is God!

I really hope this anxiety goes away by the time I wake up, cause I want to do cute stuff tomorrow!